Frustration is the only word of which I can describe my current feelings. Frustration of my immobility and most of all, of the circumstances my immobility has placed me in. However, as a so-called friend said, apparently it's my fault anyway... or as I quote "I have no sympathy for you." Thanks, it's great to have friends like this who only listen to one side of the story and make assumptions about the rest. And don't give me all that shit about sitting on the fence and not taking sides when you already clearly have regardless of the unspoken words. Everyone knows actions speak much louder than words.
Never mind. I am not one to bitch. Let's move on. I have better things to do with my time but it seems to me that maybe it's time to have a closer look at the people I keep around me.
T's been lovely. Calls every once in a while to see if I'm ok and if I've died somewhere in the midst of my frustration. Poor Foz has been running around doing all these little errands for me. Rhodri's been playing chauffer and even Gaz came by to help me out with some housekeeping errands. I adore my friends. Little gestures mean lots to me, especially at a time like this. Thank you loads!
3 comments:
Mary Mary quite contrary... Really Lea, out of all these years I've known you, you're still the same.
I may be wrong but it seems like this blog entry is directed towards me as I did say "I had no sympathy for you"(see footnote 1)last night. My comment was never intended to blame you for the incident but was just my general opinion that if someone is drunk and they get hurt (falling over/getting in fights etc), then I dont have sympathy for them (except obviously if they get jumped or something). I did not at any point say the whole incident was your fault. In your terms im still on the fence (both in this issue and sexually). Two of my bestest friends are not quite seeing eye to eye so thats definatly the best place to stay. I only hope that both of you sort something out but hey, its not my business. If I thought it was your fault and I fell off this so called fence, I will tell you, as the worst feature of my personality is speaking my mind. I knew there was something up last night when you said the moody 'bye' that ive heard a few times before. I could have said something then but like I said ive been in a funny sort of mood recently and just didnt want any hassle especially as I was so tired (wish I had now - my fingers are hurting). I do have a complaint however, if you have a problem with me I would rather you told me to my face rather than leave it on a blog for me to read. Btw im aware of the irony that im actually telling you my problem on a blog, so dont try and pull me up on that :-)
Footnotes
1. As said by Gaz at 12.12am Friday 10th March
2. This is a serious issue to me (you being upset with me,cue Gaz's crappy puppy dog look) but the silly little comments are just for your amusement as I know you probably need cheering up. The footnotes are just to get me in the swing of this assignment Im about to start (I hope).
i said i was frustrated... not ungrateful damnit!
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