Lea's Day Off From Life

So on Wednesday this week, I took a little day off from life. For a moment or two, I almost convinced myself that I was relapsing into my depressive mode. Fortunately, I woke up and decided against it. So I spent the day in bed. Well, tried to anyway. Me being me, I ended up going for coffee with a friend and then later going to another friend's birthday pub crawl. During coffee, I was tired. During the pub crawl, I felt out of place. For one thing, I'd stopped drinking as much so I didn't constantly have a drink in my hand like the rest. And for another, they were all my friends but not really. It was the strangest feeling. I knew most of them and while I was fairly close with the birthday girl, I could only be at best considered acquaintances with the rest. We went to the welsh club and I've always been an RnB club person so that was definitely a foreign place for me. Don't get me wrong, I'd have gone regardless but perhaps next time I should take heed to leave when I feel the need.