"Happiness is good health and a bad memory."
- Ingrid Bergman -
Forgetting things that upset you is always the best option. In fact, it's my favorite option. Nonetheless, what do you do when they come back and bite you in the ass? I have been on many a quest to find happiness. First losing it and then working hard to find my way back to the optimum I previously had but did not realize. People are all the same in the end: the grass always looks greener on the other side regardless of the reality. I never knew what I had until I lost it and to say that I can learn from this mistake is untrue for I know that it is very repeatable.
Fortunately for me, I've passed the critical stage where I no longer rely on medication to walk in our world. It was a painful fall but a harder climb. Blades away and thoughts contained, perhaps it was the best way to make it a lesson I will never forget. So now I walk with away from the shadows, my past no longer haunts me but unforgotten. Scars take a long time to heal but they will never entirely go away. I will always be grateful to those who helped me to stand for I owe them nothing less than my life.
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