The sun's out these few days. Temperature's perfect and yet I am hiding in my room with my lights and blinkers on striving to revise for the seven evil exams that I have coming up. My first bane of my life will be over in a mere two weeks and what do I know? NOTHING! Truly, I've spent almost everyday in the library this week and last and yet I still feel like I haven't done enough, haven't worked at all... My stress is starting to get to me but in a way, it's good cause it makes me work. Panic, I found, under certain circumstances helps keep the blinkers on.
Some of my friends have been starting to complain about my lack of attention and appearance all the way round. In effect, cutting myself from the world made my focus easier and while I would never have done it in the past, my new found perspective in the last few weeks have changed that. People complain about not being able to get hold of me but I figure, if it's important enough, they will try harder. If it is not, it can be ignored. Doesn't mean that I ignore everyone though. Every once in a while I escape back into the world where I remove my blinkers to save my sanity. Yesterday, a few of us met up at a friend's for dinner and some wine afterwards. As usual, I had a laugh and it was great although I cannot believe Masa! He made chocolate cake again!!! As anyone can imagine, it totally killed my anti-chocolate decision *sigh* but oh well, it was gorgeous. :D I will miss this lot immensely when we all leave. People have to move on. I only hope our paths will cross in the future.
Foz has been quite sweet lately. Every once in a while, almost as if to remind me that he exists, he'll pop into my room and give me a little present or ask if I need any coffee, etc. My recent one was a Fruits Basket notebook from the Anime/Manga shop in town. :) I know we live in the same apartment but it's so rare for us to spend any time together at all. We have different friends, different activities and Foz's girlfriend is always around. Not that I mind of course cause she's just such a lovely person. Some of the stuff she does just makes me laugh. :D Like the time when they went to Spar and bought a Kinder Surprise then became disappointed cause it didn't come whole and she had to put it together... *LOL* I don't think I need to tell him how lucky he is to have her. Nonetheless, these days I'm starting to wonder if I have to make an appointment to see him - no doubt, he probably thinks the same of me. :p
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